and, it still hurts.

take me here please.

oh, the things i am thankful for....

my mom and dad.

friendships.

the world, and all the many things in it.

music.

photography.

a good book to curl up to.

eating a delicious meal with the fam. (highlight of the night: my grandmas candied yams.)

some people these days should watch ferngully!

pause the music on here and go to about 8:17 and listen :)


oh you should also listen to:

i have finally came to terms with the fact that:

i

am

just

a

girl

who

doesn't

know

what.

she.

wants.

life's a game but it's not fair

i break the rules so i don't care

so i keep doin' my own thing

walkin' tall against the rain

new album.

its a very good listen.

i've been addicted to flickr.

i love looking at all of the photos on this website. some of the photographers on here are amazing.

pick up all your tears
throw em in your backseat
leave without a second glance
somehow i'm to blame
for this never-ending racetrack you call life

turn right
into my arms
turn right
you won't be alone
you might
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you on the finish line

driving all your friends
at a speed they cannot follow
soon you will be on your own
somehow i'm to blame
for this never-ending racetrack you call life

turn right (turn right)
into my arms
turn right (turn right)
you won't be alone
you might (you might)
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line

i did all i could
and i gave everything
but you had to go your way
and that road was not for me

turn right
into my arms
turn right
you won't be alone
you might (you might)
fall off this track sometimes
hope to see you at the finish line.

so, i am currently working right now. and i just brought back this patient and he was with his wife (who were older) and they were seriously the cutest things. when i brought them back into the room i asked the man:

"so, how has your day been?"

he replyed "oh well what can i say? im still livin life and can still come in here everyday right?"

another thing is the way him and his wife were together. the people downstairs had asked her if she wanted a wheelchair because she was using a cane and she thought 'hey why not' so used it. and her husband just pushed her right along and i guess you had to be there but the way they were together was just priceless :) i think that is the greatest joy i get from my job. when the old couples come in that still have that spark i guess you could say.

this is for the new movie called: pirate radio. i will be watching this for sure when it comes out!

so i've been thinking so much about fashion lately,

well not really fashion as in designing clothes(which is still fascinating to me)

fashion as in photo shoots. this particular photo is from the magazine ELLE.

which i absolutely adore. they have some of the most interesting pictures, and articles that interest me. im actually flipping through one as i type and even their ads catch my eye!

when i go to college i have definitely been thinking about doing a little something with photography. because that is one thing that i really have a passion for. another thing that i think i would love love to do is something with makeup. i love experimenting with makeup.

wow, there are so many things i want to do!

i was thinking so much about this today. i want to go see england, greece, italy, france, australia, and hawaii (those are my main must sees) while im still young. there is also alot of other things i want to experience while im still young. and i keep worrying that i will never accomplish all of my dreams. parts of this jack johnson song (dreams be dreams) reminds me of what im feeling:

she's just waiting for the summertime
when the weather's fine
and she could hitch a ride out of town
and so far away
from that low down
good for nothing
mistake making fool with excuses like
"baby that was a long time ago"
but that's just a euphemism
if you want the truth he was out of control
but a short time's a long time
when your mind just won't let it go

well summer came along and then it was gone
and so was she but not from him
cause he followed her just to let her know
her dreams are dreams
and all this livin's so much harder then it seems
but girl don't let your dreams be dreams
you know this livin's not so hard as it seems
don't let your
dreams be dreams
your dreams be dreams...

first movie ever made?

has anyone ever thought about what the first movie ever made is? cause i sure have. and i looked it up and this is one of the pictures i found. i think it would be very interesting to watch.