waiting for my...

jim.

danny.

tom.

bender.

nick.

xoxo

new song.

everyones probably heard this before.. but i dont listen to the radio that often. i love it.

"sometimes i wish i could save you..."

ps. i dont know if anyone noticed this but the guy on the right of the lead singer kindaa looks like michael myers.

xoxo

thank go..heavens its friday!

xoxo

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typical tuesday.

i've been kind of down this past week and a half. i dont know why.. well i kind of do. why lie and pretend? buuut well this video is from this weekend. were awesome. baha.

xoxo

i thought it was about time...

to share my jonas memories... soo here we go:

the first five pictures are from 2 1/2 years ago when me, adri and brynne went to california to see them. tickets were 15 bucks and we were second row.
the sixth one is from christmas idol (a talent show in our school) and we actually danced and lipped to a jo bro christmas song in front of the whole school.
the seventh is from my second concert seeing them 2 years ago.
the eighth is our school rock. let me explain: the school rock has been a tradition at spanish fork high school for well ever and student council and all them would always paint it for exciting dates coming up, well we decided that the night of graduation we would go and paint jonas on it.
the ninth is from the jo bro 3d movie.
the tenth and eleventh are from stadium of fire with guest stars: jonas (of course)
and the last is from forrrever ago. before my first concert in cali. i was so young. ahhh!

i stole this video from adris youtube account. she made it a little over 2 1/2 years ago? oh boy its so funny. please watch. especially our "interviews" about them!
doncha just love the picture that is frozen on it? yes thats me. and a huge scab on my knee. annnd singing 'poor unfortunate souls' jonas brother verison of course. and doncha just love adris awesome guitar playing skills?

well there are many many many more pictures and videos but these are just some. i know that this probably bores most of you but i wanted to share something that was and still is a huge part of my life!

xoxo

happy weekend =)

picture #1: waiting for the concert to start.
picture#2: same thing haha.
picture #3: what? we had to get to get to st. george quick for the concert!
picture #4: there IS a reason we have seen never shout never (christofer drew) three times.

it really was such a great weekend. i needed this! it was sunny and alot warmer then it was here in spanish fork (but i swear anywhere is.) i have decided that i will also live in st. george sometime in my life. so cali and st. geezy<3
oh and i did end up going shopping even though i told myself i wouldnt. i seriously have a problem. at least i can admit it! well, i hope everyone had a wicked cool weekend.
happy sunday!

xoxo

jk rowling: definately has it right.

"Being thin. I whiled away part of the journey reading a magazine that featured several glossy photographs of a very young woman who is either seriously ill or suffering from an eating disorder (which is, of course, the same thing); anyway, there is no other explanation for the shape of her body. She can talk about eating absolutely loads, being terribly busy and having the world's fastest metabolism until her tongue drops off (hooray! Another couple of ounces gone!), but her concave stomach, protruding ribs and stick-like arms tell a different story.

This girl needs help, but, the world being what it is, they're sticking her on magazine covers instead.

All this passed through my mind as I read the interview, then I threw the horrible thing aside. "Fat" is usually the first insult a girl throws at another girl when she wants to hurt her,' I said; I could remember it happening when I was at school, and witnessing it among the teenagers I used to teach. His bemusement at this everyday feature of female existence reminded me how strange and sick the 'fat' insult is. I mean, is 'fat' really the worst thing a human being can be? Is 'fat' worse than 'vindictive', 'jealous', 'shallow', 'vain', 'boring' or 'cruel'? Not to me;

I went to the British Book Awards that evening. After the award ceremony I bumped into a woman I hadn't seen for nearly three years. The first thing she said to me?

"You've lost a lot of weight since the last time I saw you!''

Well, I said, slightly nonplussed, 'the last time you saw me I'd just had a baby.'What I felt like saying was, 'I've produced my third child and my sixth novel since I last saw you. Aren't either of those things more important, more interesting, than my size?' But no – my waist looked smaller! Forget the kid and the book: finally, something to celebrate!

So the issue of size and women was weighing on my mind as I flew home to Edinburgh the next day. Once up in the air, I opened a newspaper and my eyes fell, immediately, on an article about the pop star Pink. Her latest single, 'Stupid Girls', is the antidote-anthem for everything I had been thinking about women and thinness. 'Stupid Girls' satirises the talking toothpicks held up to girls as role models: those celebrities whose greatest achievement is un-chipped nail polish, whose only aspiration seems to be getting photographed in a different outfit nine times a day, whose only function in the world appears to be supporting the trade in overpriced handbags and rat-sized dogs. Maybe all this seems funny, or trivial, but it's really not. It's about what girls want to be, what they're told they should be, and how they feel about who they are. I've got two daughters who will have to make their way in this skinny-obsessed world, and it worries me, because I don't want them to be empty-headed, self-obsessed, emaciated clones; I'd rather they were independent, interesting, idealistic, kind, opinionated, original, funny – a thousand things, before 'thin'. And frankly, I'd rather they didn't give a gust of stinking chihuahua flatulence whether the woman standing next to them has fleshier knees than they do.

Let my girls be Hermiones, rather than Pansy Parkinsons. Let them never be Stupid Girls. Rant over."

i know this is a reallllly long quote. but PLEASE read it.

well. im off to st.george this weekend.

nevershoutnever concert<3 and some time away from here!! ciao ciao!

xoxo

for the moment,

i dont know what im thinking. all i have done since saturday night is watch house and sit at home. well besides work.

so go to work, go home, watch house.

dont get me wrong, i love that show. but besides that i have just been feeling... down. kind of like im waiting for something to happen. i need some excitement. something different or im gonna go crazy!

xoxo

do you prefer "fashion victim" or "ensembly challenged"?

my top favorite teen movies of the 90's:

okay okay, so bring it on is from 2000 and say anything is from 1989. but who cares. one year off :)

xoxo

your a haute mess and im fallin for you...

thanks so much to teganontoast for giving me this great award :) now what i have to do is write seven things about myself and then give seven other blogs that i adore this very same award.

1. im obsessed with: the office, house, that 70's show, scrubs annd csi.
2. i got my first tattoo last night.
3. my only sister is going to have her first baby in march.
3. starbucks/ barnes and noble/panda express<3
4. i have loved jonas brothrs for 2 1/2 years now.
5. i would kill you at mario kart.
6. ihop in the middle of the night is the best.
7. my one goal in life is to live in california and to travel the world.

annnd the seven bloggers: drumroll please... (haha jk)

1. dt at here i scribble.
2. adri at i love my rainboots.
3. megs at megs in wonderland.
4. liz at hey liz.
5. mandy at famous (among barns).
6. celeste at wanderlust.
7. cali at passionbird.

i know there is only supposed to be seven buuut.. i wanted to add one more:

8. karina at a la karina.

xoxo

this is little brantley...

he is my baby cousin. and gets soo much attention when we babysit him. but he deserves it because he is so cute.

xoxo

buuut i want it now!

so with all my adding, and subtracting. i have found that because of: my trip im taking to st. george next weekend to see nevershoutnever, my tattoo im getting saturday(eeep), and my bills. i will be getting my laptop in exactly one month :(

oh please say i will get it then!

also, i should be getting these in the mail soon:
yay for online shopping!

xoxo

take a look back with me...

this picture was an accident. but came out better than it would have before. (thats my sister lookin rockin, my parents looking adorable.)

i lovedd lion king.

pink cast and dancing in the rain:)

the beach + my hat + my face= priceless.

my mom is minnie mouse... smoking. oh i love my mom.

i wish my dad still had those sunglasses. and that mullet.

disneyland. happiest place on earth.

"im hermoine granger."

xoxo