my life told in song lyrics.

i'm alright.. i'm just fine. and your a tool so.

i'm so over it. i've been there and back.

it's alright. it's ok. i'm so much better without you. i won't be sorry.

so watch me strike a match on all my wasted time.

the truth...

lessons learned.

the first two songs are about where i am at right now:

thank heavens i have music to help me understand things!

also, i wanted to thank adri for introducing me to:

sherwood.

i threw in a couple of their songs in this playlist. listen to them!

xoxo

sometimes, i hate the world we live in.

i've decided that life is one big beauty contest. if there is someone standing next to you that is prettier or thinner or anything of that nature most of the time in peoples brains she is dubbed better then you.

its like being in high school for 100 years.

xoxo

highlights of 2009:

1. high school graduation & matc graduation

2. sunshine tournament

3. festival of colors

4. the rezervoir

5. stadium of fire

6. palisades trip

7. harry potter 6 (even if they ruined it)

8. turning eighteen

9. concerts

10. starting subway annnnd quitting subway

7 random facts about me.

1. i sing WAY too much.

2. new moon. jacob. edward. (need i say more?)

3. lake powell is one of my favorite places.

4. i love my job. but it STRESSES me out. (i work in a docs office. not a hospital. but this is one of my fav shows so i wanted to put this picture)

5. i secretely (i guess not so secret anymore) love hannah montana/ miley cyruss music. i have a more in depth reason of why i love her old stuff but that would take to long to get into!

6. im obsessed with going to 80's parties.

7. my car runs on natural gas.

huge let down.

AHHH.

i just spent almost four hours finishing this book because i had to. i couldnt take the suspense.

and it had the worst ending ever! (well to me) and i dont know about you but i dislike books like that greatly. then i got this spark of hope because there is a second buuuut i read the back and little things here and there and realized that it would not include in that second book any of the things i was so angry about.

books with endings like this make me feel horrible.

im distraught.

a book a day keeps the boredom away.

i'm currently addicted to a book right now. cant write long.

must. read.

the book i am reading is...

in the woods- tana french

boy meets world :)

she'd be california if california was a girl.

THIS is where i will live.

'arry potta has come to hogwarts.

so i watched the sixth harry potter again last night. and thought i would dedicate todays post to what has been my favorite books since 5th grade:

harry potter.

<3

can i just say i have a major celebrity crush on rupert grint:

and this is what you get when you google harry potter:

happy christmas.

this is my cousin brantley. it wasnt taken on christmas, but because he is one of the cutest babies ever i figured it would be ok :)

getting woken up and dragged upstairs at eight o clock in the morning.

oh the christmas memories. at least it wasnt six o clock this year!

this would be one of the shirts i got my sister this year!

so this year, santa gave me: the jeans above, scrubs seasons, house seasons, a world map and a few other odds and ends.
my christmas eve was pretty awesome. my family is so crazy and loud. on both sides.
the holidays are really the best time of year. thats for sure. well besides summer of course.
(imma summer gal.)

what did you guys all want/ get for christmas??

where have i been?

its christmas eve. and it feels like just yesterday it was halloween.

merry christmas everyone!!

top movies i loved when i was little.

and many many more!