buuut i want it now!

so with all my adding, and subtracting. i have found that because of: my trip im taking to st. george next weekend to see nevershoutnever, my tattoo im getting saturday(eeep), and my bills. i will be getting my laptop in exactly one month :(

oh please say i will get it then!

also, i should be getting these in the mail soon:
yay for online shopping!

xoxo

fashionista.

so i dont personally like selena gomezs music, but i love love her clothes, hair, jewlery, shoes, ect in this video!
woooh this girl needs a runway.
and okay okay. this song isnt so bad.

xoxo

my saturday summed up in pictures.

we were putting up christmas decorations at my house last night and i found this box full of these well, things.

i asked what they were and my mom said "pickled people."

she told me how she made these the first year her and my dad were married cause they didnt have any christmas ornaments.

i just thought they were the funniest things. cause she took the time to make all of them :)

this little guy is another one of my moms many decorations.

my dad hung it above our table and actually thought it was cute hahah.

i dunno why but last night i found it hilarious!

spark chirstmas cocktail party.

let me tell you, it was a blizzard last night. i couldn't see while driving more than five feet in front of me.

song of the day: winner takes it all- abba

new found love.

all from the modcloth website.

new.

vans and heels.

i have a problem.

i've been addicted to flickr.

i love looking at all of the photos on this website. some of the photographers on here are amazing.

this is for the new movie called: pirate radio. i will be watching this for sure when it comes out!

so i've been thinking so much about fashion lately,

well not really fashion as in designing clothes(which is still fascinating to me)

fashion as in photo shoots. this particular photo is from the magazine ELLE.

which i absolutely adore. they have some of the most interesting pictures, and articles that interest me. im actually flipping through one as i type and even their ads catch my eye!

when i go to college i have definitely been thinking about doing a little something with photography. because that is one thing that i really have a passion for. another thing that i think i would love love to do is something with makeup. i love experimenting with makeup.

wow, there are so many things i want to do!

i was thinking so much about this today. i want to go see england, greece, italy, france, australia, and hawaii (those are my main must sees) while im still young. there is also alot of other things i want to experience while im still young. and i keep worrying that i will never accomplish all of my dreams. parts of this jack johnson song (dreams be dreams) reminds me of what im feeling:

she's just waiting for the summertime
when the weather's fine
and she could hitch a ride out of town
and so far away
from that low down
good for nothing
mistake making fool with excuses like
"baby that was a long time ago"
but that's just a euphemism
if you want the truth he was out of control
but a short time's a long time
when your mind just won't let it go

well summer came along and then it was gone
and so was she but not from him
cause he followed her just to let her know
her dreams are dreams
and all this livin's so much harder then it seems
but girl don't let your dreams be dreams
you know this livin's not so hard as it seems
don't let your
dreams be dreams
your dreams be dreams...